I really hoped this was going to be my time 
After recurrent mc investigations I had surgery to fix a septum and was taking clexane and aspirin with this pregnancy - at my first scan last week doc said I was a few days behind what I thought and couldn't see a hb, he didn't seem too concerned just thinks my dates are out, I'm fairly positive they are not!! I was already negative as I've NEVER had good news at that hosp!! At the toilet today there was streaks of blood when I wiped, but my boobs still really hurt so it's so confusing?!
I was supposed to go back for a scan this week but I have a feeling I prob won't get that far.....I am just soooo annoyed with the unfairness of this all. I put ttc on hold for a year waitin on the surgery and it looks like it still hasn't worked......

After recurrent mc investigations I had surgery to fix a septum and was taking clexane and aspirin with this pregnancy - at my first scan last week doc said I was a few days behind what I thought and couldn't see a hb, he didn't seem too concerned just thinks my dates are out, I'm fairly positive they are not!! I was already negative as I've NEVER had good news at that hosp!! At the toilet today there was streaks of blood when I wiped, but my boobs still really hurt so it's so confusing?!
I was supposed to go back for a scan this week but I have a feeling I prob won't get that far.....I am just soooo annoyed with the unfairness of this all. I put ttc on hold for a year waitin on the surgery and it looks like it still hasn't worked......