Can't seem to leave, guess that's ok

[AlwaysPraying]

I know I said I was leaving but I can't seem to tear myself away from the site. You guys have been so great for me during all this trauma. I can't bring myself to change my status quite yet. I think that at the least I AM still "expecting" just not right now, but one day.

I hope that I can help others that have been through a horrible diagnosis like we did. What happened to us was so rare and heart wrenching. I am torn between hating this site, hating the fact that I have to post on this board and I'm angry at the girls on the 1st, 2nd and 3rd tri boards. Still, though, I have wonderful memories of my 1st tri, when I was one of those girls, and peeking onto the 2nd tri board.

It's been just over a week since we lost little baby boy and I'm doing ok. I thought it would be so much worse, but I do know that he's in a better place now. We're going to try again, but not for a while. We weren't married yet and had to put off the wedding. We've decided to plan the wedding now and try again at that time. We've said no later than next spring. I asked for before Christmas, he said that could work too. It's just a matter of planning.

Anyways, I'm glad to be peeking back on. I don't want to be angry at those other girls, its just all so sad, that's what it comes down to. Thank you guys for everything you've done for me, I appreciate it and only hope that I can offer some help of my own one day.

 

[Kiki09]

Hi, know how you feel, i keep trying to stay clear of the site but find myself coming back again and again, I think its because this is the only place where you know people truly understand and can listen..

Its good to that you can offer support to others who are facing the same sad times...

 

[borntobeamum]

Hi there hunni,

Glad you are still hanging about, and if you are getting any sort of comfort or support from doing so then keep it up, but if you need to take a break any time, do that too.

Here anytime you want a chat.

xxxLauraxxx

 

[soulsister]

Hiya

I just wanted to say that I have various different forums that I have been on for the past year of so, and I strongly believe that sometimes you need that support that can only really come from people who have been through similar experiences to you.

IRL people are very supportive and nice about it, but often they dont really fully understand how hard it is for us all.

You stay where you feel comfortable hon

Wishing you much healing

Laura xx