I had to make the decision yesterday to put my dog of 14 years to sleep. It was the hardest decision ive ever made. I so didnt want to make it but she was struggling to breathe and deteriorated rapidly over 3 days. The worst bit was i couldnt take her to the vet so my dad and oh took her. Before they left the house i told my daughter to say bye bye to lexie, she went up to her and said ta ta love you. First time ahe had ever said it. My dad buried her in his garden and i couldnt even go because i couldnt stop crying. Now i have work in 1 hour and i dont know how i can hide my tears.