hugs.... it is the worst awful pain u can feel, like your heart has been ripped out and punched in the stomach all at the same time... hugs.....
a year on i still hurt , the episodes of grief become less frequent and i feel more at ease with my loss as i feel that he is at peace with god...
i hope in time it becomes easier for you... believe me your precious angel is at peace, its u that has to learn to cope without him... and u will ..hugs... keep strong xxxx