cd 8 buddies?

[baby_rose]

Short cycles:/ dieting but still hoping i have progesterone cream but last cycle i couldn't pinpoint ovulation at all ive only gotten cross hairs once in the last 11 cycles: / allto get af 4 days later -____- lets see how this one plays out

 

[Prayingforno1]

Hi babyrose, I'm not on cd8 but wanted to wish you luck this cycle and hoping this month you get your bfp!

 

[baby_rose]

Ty girl means alot looks like imayhave finally od lets see how ut goes, how r u feeling this cycle

 

[Prayingforno1]

Oh yey! COngrats on Oing this cycle.

AFM I pretty much think I'm out this month. I was scheduled for IUI late August but cycle was cancelled although egg and lining had good measurements my estrogen results were low. Doc said he wouldn't move forward with IUI as chances were slim to none as my estrogen results basically reflect that my follicles developed to fast and didn't develop properly due to the dosage of meds I was on. Suggested we use opks and BD we definitely BD regularly but I wasnt up to the opks. So here I am just waiting for AF to show but would gladly accept a BFP this month lol

 

[baby_rose]

Ty and did they change ur meds at all?

 

[Prayingforno1]

Doc said I'll get the same meds different dosage this month. Apparently last month's dosage was the standard but based on my estrogen results I need a lower dosage.

 

[baby_rose]

May i ask what u r taking? And today's opk was darker i guess more bd even tho i had my rise already lol

 

[Prayingforno1]

Well last cycle I was on femara cd3-7 then menopur injections cd8-10. I was supposed to be on menopur for 5 days but due to estrogen result I stopped mid way.

LOL I hope you are enjoying all the fun times you are having these past few days with your opk readings. I see from your signature you have been ttc 1 year are you going to a doc or taking any meds yourself?

 

[baby_rose]

Got it hope next cycle is better for you, girl, and honestly the hubby hates pressure but this cycle hes putting in more effort yey, and almost a year i had a few 16 day cycles so yea cycle 12 now i started in dec, and i wanted to try at least for a year but every confusing cycle digs me deeper in a hole i wish i just had a normal cycle and try to catch my egg

 

[Prayingforno1]

Ok well I hope all of hubby's efforts this month is just what you need

 

[baby_rose]

Ty girl, how have you gotten past these years i find it so emotionally draining sometimes ppl around me are on their 3rd kid andi cant even conceive one

 

[Prayingforno1]

Well the past 3 years have not been easy more like an emotional roller coaster. Some days I can be oh so hopeful that my day is near and other days I don't even want to get out of bed. We pretty much wasted 2 years of that time with my first doc who never did an ultrasound or anything but just told me to wait it out. I had to pressure him to have me do hsg test to ensure tubes were clear (which they were) and SA for DH where we found out he had low numbers in basically evey area. I changed to my current doc in Jan 2013 and immediately found out I had endomitriosis as well and beagn treatment for that. Treatment was not successful so had to have laparoscopy last December. I was on meds first part of this year to ensure endo didnt come back so we didn't really start trying again after the surgery until July. So now we've been told we can have 1 go at IUI but doc doesnt want to waste anytime so if that doesn't work I am onto IVF. None of my family knows the struggle we are going through, as much as I want to share with my mom I chose not too because I don't want her to stress out to for the most part we are keeoing our struggles to ourselves and leaning on eachother for support each day. At times i have found myself withdrawn from certain social situations due to our struggles because I know people will ask oh when are you going to have a baby? What are you waiting on you're not getting any younger etc. but for the most part I've learned to grin in public and cry in private. So yes a very long journey and one I would not wish on anyone but I know it will all be worth it when I am finally holding my little one. I am grateful that so far we have been financially able to do the tests, surgery, doctor visits etc because our insurance covers 0 infertility treatments. Should we need IVF it will not be so easy financially but I have faith that everything will fall into place when the time comes.

 

[baby_rose]

Very true girl ugh doing it by urself is the worst im 23 and because of.my current situation a bby seems right for me now and weekend my relatives as so when r u gonna have a baby or nancy jut try already dont be selfish if only they knew ive been trying its just not happening its so draining sometimes i ask if maybe its not meant with this partner u know sometimes i do worry that he will leave if we cant havr a family although he says different but a child is what we both want eagerly it just so hard when ppl who arent trying just turn up pregnant ughhhh sighhh

 

[Prayingforno1]

You'll be okay hun and I am sure he will not go anywhere. Although the doubt goes into my head sometimes as well whether we will make it through all of this together, I look at how far we have come and that gives me the courage to not only go on but know we can and will make it through this together.

 

[baby_rose]

True he says he loves me regardless he doesnt have a family im the only person he has and we just lost my family well my siblings our home is so silent and lonely now i can tell a bby would even brighten my fathers depression... its hard but with faith anythingis possible girl