I started crying in front of Rob today. Somethine I NEVER do. We went out for tea and there was a newborn baby. So cute. I tried not to look. I was OK at first, but then we started talking about our appointment next week, and how we have decided not to adopt (read my journal for details). I couldn't help it. It was only for a minute, and the we left...but, CD1 is such a terrible day.