bpberger
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Well, yesterday I was at a playdate with my daughter and I went to the bathroom and AF decided to show up. Needless to say I was not expecting her to show. I wanted to cry. We are now on month 14 of trying for #2.
On to today...I was an emotional mess!!! Went to church and all I wanted to do was cry. I went to put my daughter in the nursery and she did not want me to leave. I was able to sneak out but I was a mess. Normally I'm fine because I know that she will calm down and play. All I was thinking was that if she wants to be with me then let her. I guess this is stemming from me thinking that I need to accept the fact that she could possibly be an only child and that I need to enjoy every moment I have with her while she's still little. To top that all off...my cousin and his wife (who I can't stand) just had their second. So, seeing little baby does not help...not to mention she just doesn't get it. They didn't have problems getting pregnant.
So, first thing tomorrow morning...I have to call my doctor to get my next round of Clomid (round #2). He has me taking it CD3-7. I'm hoping that he will up my dose since I just did the 50mg dose for my last cycle.
That's all I have for now...anyone else CD2?
On to today...I was an emotional mess!!! Went to church and all I wanted to do was cry. I went to put my daughter in the nursery and she did not want me to leave. I was able to sneak out but I was a mess. Normally I'm fine because I know that she will calm down and play. All I was thinking was that if she wants to be with me then let her. I guess this is stemming from me thinking that I need to accept the fact that she could possibly be an only child and that I need to enjoy every moment I have with her while she's still little. To top that all off...my cousin and his wife (who I can't stand) just had their second. So, seeing little baby does not help...not to mention she just doesn't get it. They didn't have problems getting pregnant.
So, first thing tomorrow morning...I have to call my doctor to get my next round of Clomid (round #2). He has me taking it CD3-7. I'm hoping that he will up my dose since I just did the 50mg dose for my last cycle.
That's all I have for now...anyone else CD2?