My question is will I conceive in 2012? Or ever again?
additional info might help you interpret the message/cards.
I do feel there is another child to come for you and feel that this child
will be a little boy. Your twins look to me around the age of 6 when he is
born, as I see an image of you showing the little one to them and 6’s appear
over their heads – and they look around that age. I sense that conception
may not take place this year, but early next and feel that this boy will be
born late 2013 – around November/December time. I believe you will conceive
around February, as I am seeing strength in this month for conception and
some sort of structure taking place in January that allows for the
conception in Feb. For this month there is a change that is happening which
is necessary to settle the body and spirit say that he is not ready to come
just yet – that things need to happen first before he makes his way here.
I keep feeling as though you should trust your instincts in the coming
months – I believe that you are very in tune with your body and seem to know
when things are changing or happening. I am convinced that medical
intervention may be needed, as I just keep seeing doctors involved again in
this little boy’s conception. This may be something that you are already
exploring, but I do feel that something needs to help. I am not sure if this
will be IUI again, or a different route as those details are spared and
Spirit say you will explore what you need to in order to bring this to
manifestation.
I do feel that there is a lot of heaviness this year however with
conception. I feel emotionally you are more than ready for this little boy,
yet there is a part of you very saddened by the fact that nothing is
happening yet. You are a wonderful Mother, I feel that you give above and
beyond to your children so to have this feeling that things do not work
easily for you in this aspect of life is frustrating and heart breaking.
However, I will say that because of this you give more to your children than
many other mothers and will never take them for granted.
Trust in the timing – I know that it is the right time for this little one
to arrive. While I do not see you pregnant this year, I do feel that he will
be worth the wait and the pregnancy will go very well.
As a soul, this little boy is such a sweetheart. He has a lot of creative
energies about him and is quite sociable. He loves to be in the center of
attention and will likely have a lot of friends and people who know him due
to his natural charm. He’s going to be quite the Mama’s boy when he is
young! As a teen I expect him to be very involved with friends and
relationships. As an adult he will strive for family values and make an
excellent father. He will do well in life to push himself in his career, but
only because he will want to be a good provider for his children and
partner.
Good luck to you! I know that this may not be the news that you wanted to
hear just yet as I am sure you are wanting so much to have a pregnancy this
year. However I do believe that the timing is essential and this little guy
doesn’t quite seem ready yet.
Blessings,
Mesina
for AF...your cycles look so much healthier from your charts and from the temps looks like theres a good supply of progesterone in your 2WW so when that golden egg does come along it should be plain sailing from thereon. Im not far behind you and expect AF on weds....Its easier to BD in the springtime as its not so freezing....Honestly BDing in the winter is a pain and having to get naked is just painful in my freezing house so bring on the spring/summer time BFPs 
