I'm just really worried, especially since I'll be 20 weeks tomorrow and may not be able to get a quad marker test done since they can only be done before 20 weeks, so I probably won't be able to see my risk from that. I'll try to get a second ultrasound (my insurance/clinic only will do one unless there are problems) to hopefully at least get reassurance that they still don't see any abnormalities. I really don't want to spend the next 20 weeks worrying - I know the risk is low, but I'm almost never on the lucky side of statistics (it sounds silly, but my mother and father both have very rare health problems, our cat had a 1/10,000 tumor, we got pregnant our first cycle and then miscarried, etc) and 1/100 seems fairly high to me. I already feel like it's making me pull away from wanting to enjoy being pregnant and feeling connected to my baby and getting ready for her because I don't know if maybe we won't actually have her.
I'm trying hard not to worry (or to worry anyone else), but it's so difficult when there's a good chance of a problem!
I'm trying hard not to worry (or to worry anyone else), but it's so difficult when there's a good chance of a problem!