Jess - PND is any depression within the first year of giving birth.... strange that your doc said it only happens right afterwards but then acknowledged that something needed help too. Taking them isn't being a failure.. the guest speaker we had at the mother's group who is an expert on it said its good to compare PND/PPD to cancer... it is not something you can control, something you can just wish away etc... it is not 'weakness' to take your medication for the condition etc.
Not that I'm insisting you take the pills, just that there is nothing wrong with taking them, if they don't help or you don't like them, you can stop, but it might be just what you need.
Casey - lol.. is now the time that I admit that I LOVE babyfood? I've only really had the fruits and cereals, but yummmmmm they are good! I used to just buy the jars and eat them

Good for you though! maybe Jimmy will find the foods more exciting if you're eating them!
I ordered some cloth diapers!!

Daycare lady has NO trouble with them. In fact, before I could bring it up, she mentioned she keeps spare diapers in case of emergencies with kids and mentioned they were cloth ones!

I still want to make sure we have a good routine with them, find the right brands etc before I send them off to him.
Also found an adorable brand, VERY affordable, ordered one to try out.. if it rocks then I can get 8 of them plus extra stuff (inserts, detergent etc) for $100. Cute prints too.. the one I ordered looks like blue jeans
Poor Daniel though, he was super fussy today, running a low-grade fever still from his shots yesterday. Daycare called and I told her to give him some tylenol... he basically would scream hysterically if she tried to put him down at all, though going for a walk ended up calming him down too. I just felt so bad for him that he might have needed me for comfort but I wasn't there for him (yet I was also ever so slightly relieved that I didn't have to deal with him being super fussy

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He didn't finish any of his bottles, then when I nursed him before bed, I gave him some tylenol when I switched sides, and he REFUSED to take my other side

he HATES the medicine, and we totally laugh at his faces, but its like he stopped trusting that I would only put yummy milk in his mouth and wouldn't try the boob. I'm guessing I'll be woken up tonight to feed him again, lol.