I felt the same when we found out S was a boy
But it's different 2nd time and I don't need that feeling again this time for some reason... I don't think
we'll see at the scan but pretty sure we'll stay yellow!
Lou why do we have to ignore you?!
I have had an up and down day! Went to meet friends in pub which was fine but Sammuel poorly and tired so got whingy, and Danny has an ability to forget any responsibility at all as soon as he's chatting away with a pint in his hand!
Then we went to his brothers for dinner which was nice, and Sammuel was playing with his older cousin and it was really funny... But we left and he hadn't loosened the seat belt on the new car seat so I couldn't get S in easily and I totally flipped at Danny. Then we got back and asked him to hold S while I took my boots off and he says he didn't hear me so went off outside to unload car, then told me I didn't say it. I know what I f**king well said. So I totally flipped again. I think it's safe to say I'm hormonal and stressed and could flip at any given moment.
I also spent 4 nights making a huge piece of artwork for someone, only to fuck it up at the end and I don't know if I can fix it. I'm so pissed off. I'll have to give her the money back if I can't sort it, I can't bear to do it again I've spent so long on it already.
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But it's different 2nd time and I don't need that feeling again this time for some reason... I don't think

Lou why do we have to ignore you?!
I have had an up and down day! Went to meet friends in pub which was fine but Sammuel poorly and tired so got whingy, and Danny has an ability to forget any responsibility at all as soon as he's chatting away with a pint in his hand!
Then we went to his brothers for dinner which was nice, and Sammuel was playing with his older cousin and it was really funny... But we left and he hadn't loosened the seat belt on the new car seat so I couldn't get S in easily and I totally flipped at Danny. Then we got back and asked him to hold S while I took my boots off and he says he didn't hear me so went off outside to unload car, then told me I didn't say it. I know what I f**king well said. So I totally flipped again. I think it's safe to say I'm hormonal and stressed and could flip at any given moment.
I also spent 4 nights making a huge piece of artwork for someone, only to fuck it up at the end and I don't know if I can fix it. I'm so pissed off. I'll have to give her the money back if I can't sort it, I can't bear to do it again I've spent so long on it already.
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