CM/CP confusion help please

[Angel022605]

Here's my findings:
With my left hand I have medium high medium firm medium open but it almost feels like cervix is tilted

?back? CM is thick and clear and doesn't appear to be thinning....

With my right hand it feels almost low firm and mostly ?closed? I'm only on CD 13 and OPK might turn pos tomorrow AM or PM....I'm just scared....am I gonna have SHOW soon? This has never happened before...I always get SHOW with ewcm and watery cm before a pos opk....I'm scared if I don't get SHOW the little swimmers won't survive

Please help clear confusion....any and all answers welcome...even if you have no clue a virtual hug will do

 

[Angel022605]

 

[Cppeace]

You should really only check with one hand, as different angles will feel different. CP and texture can change rapidly. It may feel firm and low in the morn and soft and high by noon. I wouldn't worry about it too much.