Ah hun, i am so sorry for what you have been through. Dont feel bad for wanting to try again sometimes its the only way to help keep going. I feel like I am cracking up all the time so I cant imagine what you feel like. Its so unfair when all we want is a baby and its taken away so cruelly. When you have those bad days ite best to some on here and vent, the only people who understand is those who have also had a loss.
Take care of yourself and good luck xxx