Cycle #30 discouraging

[HearMyPrayers]

Small rant mixed with feeling sorry for myself.

I'm nearing the end of cycle #30 of TTC our first. blah. Spotting has started, which is my tell-tale sign that AF is around the corner. We are naturally TTC till we have saved up for our first IUI. Its all so discouraging really. I'm just feeling sorry for myself.

As any of you ladies felt like throwing in the towel? I almost feel like I've lost my drive, I've lost the desire to keep trying. TTC has become a job! I hate when I hear yet another person is pregnant because their husband simply sneezed near them, I hate to hear all the moans and complaints from preggo friends/family, I just envy them and always wonder what it would be like to get pregnant without even trying. How simple it would be!

Throwing myself pity party in my office this morning

 

[Emmi]

I hear you Honey! Am having a pity party today myself......I am so exhausted from it all - we had a failed IVF in October and inbetween we are ttc naturally. Its is just too much sometimes and I feel so peed off!! Why is it all so unfair??

And yep - everyone and anyone around me seems to get pregnant at a drop of a hat - it's all so bitter sweet.

And I often thought about throwing in the towel but I just can't - until we have tried everything under the sun, it's just not an option. So on we go on this exhausting journey.

You really are not alone.


x

 

[HearMyPrayers]

I can't throw in the towel either, as much as I want to sometimes. I just hope for all of us LTTTC'ers that we get our reward for the long looooong journey we've all been on.

I'm sorry to hear about your failed IVF. We've yet to try IUI I think I hold back because I know that if the IUI's don't work, our only option left is IVF and that's when it starts getting expensive and its really the last option so it scares me all around.