angel jayvian
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December 10th my due date .. Oh How I was praying for this day to come, to hold and kiss my son .instead im going to the cemetery. never thought my son would be there. This was suppose to be the happiest day of my life instead is the worse day ever. My holidays are not going to be the same ever!! All I imagine myself doing on xmas was holding my baby boy and showing him off to my whole family and friends instead im missing him crying and wishing this wasnt happening to me... I have so much anger inside ..my friend was telling me that a girl I know was pregnant and that she doesn't want the baby .no one can ask her about the pregnancy because she gets upset and that she was so angry that she couldn't have an abortion because it,was to late .wtf!!!!!!! Are you kidding me im her suffering because my son Jayvian isn't here with me and she wants to kill her beautiful innocent baby it makes me so angry..jayvian was,all I needed to make my life complete and now I'm left empty feeling alone in this cold cold world!!! :'(.