December 10th :(

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December 10th my due date :(.. Oh How I was praying for this day to come, to hold and kiss my son .instead im going to the cemetery. never thought my son would be there. This was suppose to be the happiest day of my life instead is the worse day ever. My holidays are not going to be the same ever!! All I imagine myself doing on xmas was holding my baby boy and showing him off to my whole family and friends instead im missing him crying and wishing this wasnt happening to me... I have so much anger inside ..my friend was telling me that a girl I know was pregnant and that she doesn't want the baby .no one can ask her about the pregnancy because she gets upset and that she was so angry that she couldn't have an abortion because it,was to late .wtf!!!!!!! Are you kidding me im her suffering because my son Jayvian isn't here with me and she wants to kill her beautiful innocent baby it makes me so angry..jayvian was,all I needed to make my life complete and now I'm left empty feeling alone in this cold cold world!!! :'(.
 
I'm so sorry :hugs: there's not much else I can say other than we are all here for you.

Lots of love to you and Jayvian I will be hoping the day is kind to you xxx
 
:( I know exactly how you feel as my due date just passed in November. :(

Its so hard and I am so sorry you are having a hard time right now :hugs:
 
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Cindy,
I am so deeply sorry..I know just how you feel and it is an unexplainable feeling of loss and such a deep sadness:cry::cry::cry::cry: You know I love you and I don't even know you. I always pray right next to Jayvian when I pray to Ava. Your statue is on back order, don't think I forgot. What time will you be there tomorrow, maybe I can meet you there? It would be so nice for us to meet.. We share so much together yet I never even met you.
XOXOXOOX :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
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Cindy,
I am so deeply sorry..I know just how you feel and it is an unexplainable feeling of loss and such a deep sadness:cry::cry::cry::cry: You know I love you and I don't even know you. I always pray right next to Jayvian when I pray to Ava. Your statue is on back order, don't think I forgot. What time will you be there tomorrow, maybe I can meet you there? It would be so nice for us to meet.. We share so much together yet I never even met you.
XOXOXOOX :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

Thank you Andrea I love you too and,cant wait to give you a big hug. Ill be there by 11 or 12 is like 2 hours away from me .hopefully u can make it.
 
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Cindy,
I am so deeply sorry..I know just how you feel and it is an unexplainable feeling of loss and such a deep sadness:cry::cry::cry::cry: You know I love you and I don't even know you. I always pray right next to Jayvian when I pray to Ava. Your statue is on back order, don't think I forgot. What time will you be there tomorrow, maybe I can meet you there? It would be so nice for us to meet.. We share so much together yet I never even met you.
XOXOXOOX :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

Thank you Andrea I love you too and,cant wait to give you a big hug. Ill be there by 11 or 12 is like 2 hours away from me .hopefully u can make it.

I will try to get there at 11:30, I really want to see you :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
im so sorry hunny :hugs: jayvian is such a lovely name, i know he is all around u today sending u comfort in every perfect way :hugs:
 
Honey, I hope your day was as gentle on you as could be, bug hugs to you and your precious angel, Jayvian. xxxx
 
Cindy,
I am sooooo sorry I could not meet you. My husband took the car, he didn't realize I needed it to meet you :cry::cry::cry::cry: I am so sorry.... I hope you are not upset :cry::cry::cry::cry:I so wanted to come and see you. I am so sorry. I hope today was gentle on you .... XOXOOOX :cry::cry::hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
Cindy,
I am sooooo sorry I could not meet you. My husband took the car, he didn't realize I needed it to meet you :cry::cry::cry::cry: I am so sorry.... I hope you are not upset :cry::cry::cry::cry:I so wanted to come and see you. I am so sorry. I hope today was gentle on you .... XOXOOOX :cry::cry::hugs::hugs::hugs:

Its ok I got there around 2 i was upset trying to make it at 1.. because I told you ill be there at 1 I thought you was already there and I left you waiting lol .. But next time we will plan it better xoxo
 

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