Jmommy
Well-Known Member
- Joined
- Oct 1, 2011
- Messages
- 158
- Reaction score
- 0
My brother and his wife had a baby girl 10 days ago and she has caught a virus and is not doing well. The prognosis is not looking good and I am heartbroken thinking about what they are going through. I can't even imagine the pain they are in and I just wish I could help in some way. But the truth is the only thing I'm going to do is make them feel worse by having a baby girl of my own in a few weeks. It seems like no one in my family wants to even be around me just because my pregnant belly is a reminder of what's happening and I understand it. I feel so guilty about having a baby now too. I have completely shut down about my pregnancy and cannot stop thinking about my brother. I haven't seen him at all since the baby was born and I dont know when he will ever want to see me because I will not go around him pregnant and how can I bring a baby girl around him any time in the near future.
I just cry everyday and cannot get my brother out of my mind. I just keep thinking about him sitting in the NICU crying over his daughter. This is the worst thing possible and I am just in shock that it happened. I can barely eat or sleep.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading. I don't know if this is even the right forum for this but Im just in a fog. I dont know if there is really anything anyone can say, but thanks for reading.
I just cry everyday and cannot get my brother out of my mind. I just keep thinking about him sitting in the NICU crying over his daughter. This is the worst thing possible and I am just in shock that it happened. I can barely eat or sleep.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading. I don't know if this is even the right forum for this but Im just in a fog. I dont know if there is really anything anyone can say, but thanks for reading.