I'm nervous... part of me is clinging onto hopes and the other part is thinking "mynxie, stop being a stupid cow"
I wrote a thread the other day called spotting. I've had thrush and was spotting slightly every couple of days (I hardly ever spot and when I do, AF is in full swing within about 6 hrs) I wiped and there was a little blood but that was it - a tiny bit.
I've been a moody cow too for a few weeks (how DH hasn't strangled me I dunno!) and I've been moaning that I feel like I'm gonna come on for a couple of weeks (you know, the normal stuff, backache, more sensitive and a little bit swollen boobs etc but only a little bit really) and my pain levels have gone down (occasionally happens for a couple of glorious weeks but also happens when I'm pregnant). Felt sickly the past few days and can feel full and hungry again (the nerve damage that I have usually stops my brain interpretating it properly, so it's not very often that I feel full), and DH reckons my areolas are darker than usual (I'm undecided if he's right or not TBH, but that sometimes happens when AF is due)
It wasn't til last night that I realised (when DH pointed out) AF is late, going off last cycle (irregular AF anyway, but cycle before last dr had put me on the pill, which usually gives me some kind of cycle for a few months if I'm lucky)
Thing is though, we haven't got jiggy all that much compaired to usual and I'm scared to think "maybe" IYKWIM?
Ahh, why can't I be puking my guts up and all that? I wouldn't feel so indecisive of whether or not to test then
I wrote a thread the other day called spotting. I've had thrush and was spotting slightly every couple of days (I hardly ever spot and when I do, AF is in full swing within about 6 hrs) I wiped and there was a little blood but that was it - a tiny bit.
I've been a moody cow too for a few weeks (how DH hasn't strangled me I dunno!) and I've been moaning that I feel like I'm gonna come on for a couple of weeks (you know, the normal stuff, backache, more sensitive and a little bit swollen boobs etc but only a little bit really) and my pain levels have gone down (occasionally happens for a couple of glorious weeks but also happens when I'm pregnant). Felt sickly the past few days and can feel full and hungry again (the nerve damage that I have usually stops my brain interpretating it properly, so it's not very often that I feel full), and DH reckons my areolas are darker than usual (I'm undecided if he's right or not TBH, but that sometimes happens when AF is due)
It wasn't til last night that I realised (when DH pointed out) AF is late, going off last cycle (irregular AF anyway, but cycle before last dr had put me on the pill, which usually gives me some kind of cycle for a few months if I'm lucky)
Thing is though, we haven't got jiggy all that much compaired to usual and I'm scared to think "maybe" IYKWIM?
Ahh, why can't I be puking my guts up and all that? I wouldn't feel so indecisive of whether or not to test then