do you ever have doubt yourself?

[missy123]

im having a few doubts today,i really want another child but im having doubts that im really ready,my husband is away on a fishing competition which is quite normal during the summer and i think i just might miss ovulation because of it,last month i went away because its not very often i go anywhere and i missed my dates then too,it just seems we spent too much time apart and if a baby comes along ill be here alone to raise him/her,ive spoken to him and he said he will be here 100% but has said he will never quit the fishing but will reduce it instead(its his only hobby-he doesnt drink),when our son was born he went away with work for 6 months and i was totally depressed with the demand of a colic baby and sleepless nights on my own he only went because we were stuck for money,maybe im just scared from what happed me before