wanaBmummy
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well as i said in the title i'm more of a lurker than a regular bloger. I did briefly introduce myself in October just gone so don't expect anyone to know who i am soo i might as well re-introduce myself. I'm Stevie, i'm 20 will be 21 when we start TTC. I'm engaged and the wedding is in August.
well this might end up as a rant or just a ramble ...not quite sure.
I've always known that being a mother is who i am and have always known having children were on the cards. Well i've been with my other half nearly 2 1/2 years now and i've had alot of problems with contraception. At the beginning of last year my last option was the coil. so i had that fitted and then found out beginning of May i was pregnant. obviously an absoloute shock and was filled with possible complications due to the coil. well unfortunatly a few weeks after finding out i miscarried. this was devestating no matter how unplanned it had been and took me a good few months to get over it. however it really set my mind that i was ready to start a family.
my OH wasnt ready however and in the october we decided to bring our wedding forward to take my mind off things and then after the wedding we would start TTC. well it did work really well and i'd found my dress and was organising everything and was coping really well. In december however my OH decided to tell me he was ready. READY!?! i couldn't believe it ...on one had i was over the moon and on the other had there was sod all i could do because we now had a wedding in 8 months time and with a dress that would no way fit a baby bump.
well since that ive have been broody but my god this week its unbearable. i know as the wedding gets nearer im going to have alot more to do so will keep my mind busy and then straight afer we are TTC but jsut at the minute i needed to vent to people who understand wwhat im going through. i mean i went to do my food shop at ASDA and they've got their baby and toddler sale on so the first thing i saw was these georgous all in ones and and other baby clothes. its not just me is it that when your broody everybody around you seems to be pregnant.
anyway i hush now lol. i would appreciate any comments and don't worry if you;ve got somethign to say. its just been a relief to get it off my chest. xxx
well this might end up as a rant or just a ramble ...not quite sure.
I've always known that being a mother is who i am and have always known having children were on the cards. Well i've been with my other half nearly 2 1/2 years now and i've had alot of problems with contraception. At the beginning of last year my last option was the coil. so i had that fitted and then found out beginning of May i was pregnant. obviously an absoloute shock and was filled with possible complications due to the coil. well unfortunatly a few weeks after finding out i miscarried. this was devestating no matter how unplanned it had been and took me a good few months to get over it. however it really set my mind that i was ready to start a family.
my OH wasnt ready however and in the october we decided to bring our wedding forward to take my mind off things and then after the wedding we would start TTC. well it did work really well and i'd found my dress and was organising everything and was coping really well. In december however my OH decided to tell me he was ready. READY!?! i couldn't believe it ...on one had i was over the moon and on the other had there was sod all i could do because we now had a wedding in 8 months time and with a dress that would no way fit a baby bump.
well since that ive have been broody but my god this week its unbearable. i know as the wedding gets nearer im going to have alot more to do so will keep my mind busy and then straight afer we are TTC but jsut at the minute i needed to vent to people who understand wwhat im going through. i mean i went to do my food shop at ASDA and they've got their baby and toddler sale on so the first thing i saw was these georgous all in ones and and other baby clothes. its not just me is it that when your broody everybody around you seems to be pregnant.
anyway i hush now lol. i would appreciate any comments and don't worry if you;ve got somethign to say. its just been a relief to get it off my chest. xxx