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Leah_xx
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I was laying on my couch thinking about how my OH leaves for college in a month on our 1 year and 9 month anniversary and it made me ball my eyes out.
Then it got me thinking that in about 3 months ill have my lil girl. Hopefully before halloween so i can dress her up in her lady bug costume i got her. So i started crying again because he willl be away at college and im sorta scared that when i call him when i go into labor he'll be in class or football and he wont get my call or txt till late and he wont make it in time.
Its just one of those days where i start to think and my anxiety and depression start to kick in and with the hormones on top, all i do is cry.
my anxiety and depression sorta are starting to scare me because i dont want it to come back when she is born.
But I have you guys and my family to help me through everything..
Im just so overwhelmed with everything
I posted a blog before about the OH buying me a engagement ring. well he didnt buy me one but he bought me a promise ring that looks like a engagement ring. Ill post pics of it and my lil girls costume and outfit for halloween soon.
Then it got me thinking that in about 3 months ill have my lil girl. Hopefully before halloween so i can dress her up in her lady bug costume i got her. So i started crying again because he willl be away at college and im sorta scared that when i call him when i go into labor he'll be in class or football and he wont get my call or txt till late and he wont make it in time.
Its just one of those days where i start to think and my anxiety and depression start to kick in and with the hormones on top, all i do is cry.
my anxiety and depression sorta are starting to scare me because i dont want it to come back when she is born.
But I have you guys and my family to help me through everything..
Im just so overwhelmed with everything
I posted a blog before about the OH buying me a engagement ring. well he didnt buy me one but he bought me a promise ring that looks like a engagement ring. Ill post pics of it and my lil girls costume and outfit for halloween soon.
