Dream of Lost Baby

[Misselle44]

I wanted to share my experience in the hopes that it might help someone else who had lost their precious baby.

Last Sunday night (two days before we found out the baby had died) I woke up in the night and discovered that I had a tiny bit of blood, but it had an external source (rather than from an area that would indicate anything was wrong with the baby). It was enough to scare me though, and it took me some time to calm down. When I finally had fallen asleep, I dreamed about my little girl inside me. She was beautiful, just like my two beautiful girls I have already, with my youngest daughter's curly hair, except darker. I loved her instantly. In the dream, she appeared to be 4 or 5. She looked like she was dressed up for Easter with a pretty white dress. We were standing by a lake on a gorgeous sunny day, and she was holding my hand. She turned to me and said (in an oddly mature way) "don't you worry about me, Mama. I will be okay." Then we started walking down a path and we came up on someone else, and she took his hand and walked away from me. I don't want to speculate on who that someone is, but in context, I have my ideas (in retrospect).

I interpeted that dream as meaning she would be okay here rather than what was probably the correct interpretation.

The doctor said she probably died on Sunday or Monday.

It was only a dream, but I know it was also more than that. What a gift to know her, even for a short time. It is comforting, but so, so sad. I can only hope that I do see her again one day, and hope that you all see your precious angels again one day too.

 

[dizzy65]

so sorry for ur loss

 

[Snowball]

I'm so sorry for your loss hun I think your dream was a sign, all our angels are safe somewhere watching us

 

[Drazic<3]

Thank you so much for having the courage to share your story.
I am so sorry for your loss

 

[KKSARAH]

Just thought I would share my experience, I had been having brown discharge for nearly 4 weeks, from when I found out I was pregnant really, had 5 scans and every one was proving doctors wrong as they kept telling me that there wasnt a baby then on the next scan there it was, on my scan at 6 weeks after experiening a little red blood I saw the heartbeating away and baby was the right size, everything at last was going right so I thought.

But the next night I woke up bolt upright in bed to a little voice whispering mummy so clearly it was a little girls voice at first I thought it was my daughter, but then I realised she was at her dads house that night.

When I went for my scan last tuesday, 5 days after the scan when I saw the heartbeat, and the baby's heart was not beating anymore they think it stopped beating the day after my last scan.

Am sure this was my little Angel trying to say bye to me, the next morning I told OH about my experience but we didnt know at the time that our little Angel had passed away.

I have since have had dreams about holding a baby in my arms, so am just hoping that this will come true and one day very soon.

Thanks for reading

Sxx

 

[MUMMYALLY08]

thank you for shaing your story with us, it made me cry.
I had a m/c last week and still finding it difficult, i was in the very early stages. around 5 weeks.
I hope you feel better soon.
x

 

[KKSARAH]

Hi MUMMYALLY08 if you want2 talk just PM me

I sure were feeling the same pain at the moment, even if you were at only 5 weeks the pain will still feel the same.

Sxx

 

[Misselle44]

I am still crying every day too. It is so hard. I am just not getting any joy out of this holiday season at all, but I am trying hard for my two little girls.

I hope we all are more successful on the next attempt. If I didn't have that hope I would not be able to get up in the morning.

 

[LilMama2be]

I send you lots of wishes for a sticky bean =]
I'll keep my fingers crossed!
I'm sorry you guys had to go through with that. =[ I've had a good friend go through with that, and she's had dreams of her baby boy too. It gives me chills to think of her dream though.

 

[Misselle44]

It gives me chills to think of her dream though.

Is that a good thing or a bad thing?