Endo flare up, losing hope :(

[candypanda]

Hiya

I have stage IV endomtriosis and my depo ran out last October. Oh my god, since then I have had the worst pain, in and out of hospital for acute pain (felt like such a drama queen). So I found that norethisterone worked really well for me as it completely stopped my bleeding unlike the pill...

So we are really trying to conceive now, as recommended by my gynae, as they want to take my left ovary after.

But, since I've been off norethisterone, my endo is really flaring up and it feels like I want to pull my hip out of its socket it's that bad...sounds gross I know.

I am so desperate to conceive as fast as possible, as I know we all are, because I actually don't think I can carry on if this is how painful it really is without hormones! I'm not taking any pain relief most of the time, and everytime i do i feel bad that if i did get pregnant it might affect the baby, or that it might stop me getting pregnant..

Urgh, sorry, needed to get that off my chest!

 

[Fliss]

So much love - I'm mid diagnosis but as it's on my bowels I expect to be stage 4 too. Keep the faith and keep letting it out xxxx