Held my urine for 4 hours and tried testing again tonight. Thought I might have seen some color, but I don't see anything on the picture. I think I am totally losing it and making myself see things that aren't really there. If AF is going to come, I rather it come now to take me out of my misery. If I am actually pregnant though, I will gladly wait for a BFP. I guess I can't have it both ways.