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SO I'm not really sure how to explain how I feel but to call it an excitement lull. I feel like a bad mom to be because I feel like my excitement is kind of halted now. I was so excited during the whole first trimester I read the daily activities and was just overall enthused I read what to expect each week and updated my apps weekly . But I've noticed now I go weeks without looking at the daily chart and only seem to read the what to expects for the weeks when there's a lull at work. Im still excited but I feel like since hitting the second trimester im not as excited and since finding out the sex I feel evenless excited and find myself panicking more days then not about the baby being here so soon. I suppose it hasn't helped that my husband just lost his job and our finances were already tight. I don't know I feel like a horrible mom to be. Like I love my baby I watch or feel for movement and panic if I think somethings wrong like when she goes to long without moving or I have cramps but im finding myself at a lull for the excitement and its scaring me. Is anyone else experiencing this?