BrittRashel
Momma + Expecting #2
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I like both places. But I like this one especially since it's small, close, and tight knit.
I'm caving and gonna find out. I need to do so for my own mental health. I know that if I wait til the end and find out it's a girl, it's going to throw me into depression because I want a boy so badly. I'm just going to keep it a secret to myself and my best friend, so it'll be a surprise to everyone else.
This is why I couldn't wait. Well, that and I have no patience. It's also why I wouldn't let my friend throw me a gender reveal party. I was worried that if it turned out to be a boy that I would feel momentary disappointment. I did not want people snapping pictures at that moment while I tried to put on a happy face. I'm really glad I didn't let her go through with it too because it took me quite a few days to finally get excited about him being a boy which already made me feel guilty. Had I gone through that in front of all of my family, I would have felt like the worst person in the world.