ManicsGirl
Mama of 2
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I've been with my bf coming up for 4 years now, since school and he's now 21 and I'm 20, although we both have 2 years before I graduate and hopefully get a PGDE and he graduates, so I know that having theres at least a year and a half before I could even get pregnant without it getting in the way of qualifications. I'm on Microgynon, but every time I get my period, I get sad that I'm not pregnant, even though it's statistically near impossible, and I'm always really careful with it.
Anyway, the point of this post is that I think my constant broodiness is pissing my bf off. We both want kids, but I hate having to wait, and it's been worse since one of the girls who's a year older than me at work got pregnant (even though she's only been with her man a year, but that's an aside). I feel like I'm obsessed, always wanting to go on the Mothercare website or look in Next and John Lewis and Tesco at the baby furniture and clothes and even the maternity accessories and even post-birth essentials (the totally unglamorous industrial sanitary towels) and bf notices that I'm down whenever I think about it.
I know I'm doing the responsible thing by waiting until we've got a settled home and secure jobs and everything before we start trying, but I feel so insanely jealous of any and every pregnant woman I see and wish I had my own baby to love.
Please someone tell me that this will pass?!
Anyway, the point of this post is that I think my constant broodiness is pissing my bf off. We both want kids, but I hate having to wait, and it's been worse since one of the girls who's a year older than me at work got pregnant (even though she's only been with her man a year, but that's an aside). I feel like I'm obsessed, always wanting to go on the Mothercare website or look in Next and John Lewis and Tesco at the baby furniture and clothes and even the maternity accessories and even post-birth essentials (the totally unglamorous industrial sanitary towels) and bf notices that I'm down whenever I think about it.
I know I'm doing the responsible thing by waiting until we've got a settled home and secure jobs and everything before we start trying, but I feel so insanely jealous of any and every pregnant woman I see and wish I had my own baby to love.
Please someone tell me that this will pass?!