Feeling extremely sad :(

[grace14]

I had a surprise pregnancy in February (shocked but so excited) and then miscarriage in March (as well as 1 or 2 CP's following.)

I was feeling very hopeful this month. Yesterday morning I had a faint positive at 9dpo, but within an hour of the test, I started spotting. At first I was excited as I have had implantation bleeding with other pregnancies. Today all my hopes were crushed because it's no longer spotting, really HEAVY bleeding!

I'm writing on here because DH just doesn't understand. He would be happy to be done having babies, but I can't shake that longing for one more. I know I'll be ok in a day or two, but today I just want to

 

[BBbliss]

Grace, I'm so sorry just cry, it's ok ... Honor your feelings, I understand how you feel. I hope you do feel better tomorrow or maybe you just feel a little better and that's still ok.

Man don't get it at all so it's just useless trying to get any sympathy from them. They are just made different then us but maybe it's just to balance us out, maybe if they were crying with us it would take us twice as long to recover from something like this.



Hang in there. There's still hope.

 

[grace14]

Grace, I'm so sorry just cry, it's ok ... Honor your feelings, I understand how you feel. I hope you do feel better tomorrow or maybe you just feel a little better and that's still ok.

Man don't get it at all so it's just useless trying to get any sympathy from them. They are just made different then us but maybe it's just to balance us out, maybe if they were crying with us it would take us twice as long to recover from something like this.



Hang in there. There's still hope.

Thank you BBbliss...you''re very kind and encouraging! I did cry a lot and I do feel a little better today.

 

[Baby.Love12]

Hi Grace. I am feeling the same way you are and can relate. I have been trying to conceive for 16 months now with a MC (blighted ovum) in January and have not been able to conceive again. There are days where I am feeling up and optimistic and days when I just feel so down. I keep thinking maybe god only intended for me to have the 2 that I have and no more. I like you am not ready to accept this.

I am sorry you are going through this, men don't get it; mine sure doesn't. I don't want to be the woman that resents people around her that are pregnant. If you need to talk please feel free. hope you are able to find some peace with all of this.

 

[grace14]

Hi Grace. I am feeling the same way you are and can relate. I have been trying to conceive for 16 months now with a MC (blighted ovum) in January and have not been able to conceive again. There are days where I am feeling up and optimistic and days when I just feel so down. I keep thinking maybe god only intended for me to have the 2 that I have and no more. I like you am not ready to accept this.

I am sorry you are going through this, men don't get it; mine sure doesn't. I don't want to be the woman that resents people around her that are pregnant. If you need to talk please feel free. hope you are able to find some peace with all of this.

I'm so sorry baby love. It's so painful isn't it? I mean we can be happy for the pregnant ladies in our lives, but it also hurts at the same time. I am constantly tracking where I would be in my pregnancy. Dh just doesn't understand.

Thanks for your kindness...same to you if you want to talk!

 

[Baby.Love12]

Hi Grace. I am feeling the same way you are and can relate. I have been trying to conceive for 16 months now with a MC (blighted ovum) in January and have not been able to conceive again. There are days where I am feeling up and optimistic and days when I just feel so down. I keep thinking maybe god only intended for me to have the 2 that I have and no more. I like you am not ready to accept this.

I am sorry you are going through this, men don't get it; mine sure doesn't. I don't want to be the woman that resents people around her that are pregnant. If you need to talk please feel free. hope you are able to find some peace with all of this.

I'm so sorry baby love. It's so painful isn't it? I mean we can be happy for the pregnant ladies in our lives, but it also hurts at the same time. I am constantly tracking where I would be in my pregnancy. Dh just doesn't understand.

Thanks for your kindness...same to you if you want to talk!

It is extremely painful. I was due tomorrow and my youngest daughter turns 5 so its a little bittersweet. My fiance dosent understand either. , this too shall pass. Idk how religious you are but pray and have faith.

 

[grace14]

Hi Grace. I am feeling the same way you are and can relate. I have been trying to conceive for 16 months now with a MC (blighted ovum) in January and have not been able to conceive again. There are days where I am feeling up and optimistic and days when I just feel so down. I keep thinking maybe god only intended for me to have the 2 that I have and no more. I like you am not ready to accept this.

I am sorry you are going through this, men don't get it; mine sure doesn't. I don't want to be the woman that resents people around her that are pregnant. If you need to talk please feel free. hope you are able to find some peace with all of this.

I'm so sorry baby love. It's so painful isn't it? I mean we can be happy for the pregnant ladies in our lives, but it also hurts at the same time. I am constantly tracking where I would be in my pregnancy. Dh just doesn't understand.

Thanks for your kindness...same to you if you want to talk!

It is extremely painful. I was due tomorrow and my youngest daughter turns 5 so its a little bittersweet. My fiance dosent understand either. , this too shall pass. Idk how religious you are but pray and have faith.

Oh wow I am praying for you today! Enjoy you daughters bday!

 

[Baby.Love12]

Thank you so much!!