Feeling so alone

[Love My Bubs]

Im currently pregnant with my second bub , im 19weeks and my partner left me at 13weeks after we found out bub might have had a heart problem .
I was pregnant to this same guy last year and had a miscarriage at 22weeks . When i was 7weeks he left me and made my life miserable . He came back at 19weeks then i lost bub . He proposed to me in november and we decided to try for another bub but he has left me again and wont contact me or anything.
A part of me thinks i should forget him but with what we have been through its so hard and i love him so much . I hurt so much worrying about this pregnancy and wishing i could contact him . I cant sleep and all i do is cry , i may seem like a sook but i dont know how else to cope .
If anyone else is in a similiar situation id love to chat

 

[AbbynChloe]

Hello hunny xxx

i'm not really too sure what to say I just wanted to offer some hugs

i'mhear if you wanna talk xx

 

[Laura2919]

Well clearly he's not worth it if he left you because your baby might have a heart defect. Love doesn't just disappear but you deserve better than wondering the next time he's gonna up and leave!

 

[teal]

Sounds like you're better off without him xx

 

[jemmie1994]

like other girls have said sounds like your well rid! you and your baby deserve someone who will be there through the bad times aswell as the good