Feeling so anxious.

[roc]

Hi all,
I'm just having a hard time at the moment.
I had a m/c end of Oct at about 7 weeks, it wasn't simple, and it was drawn out, and I ended up having to take medication as things hadn't completed, I think I had about 5 internal scans in total ,and countless blood tests, as I bled from the beginning. My first two scans showed all was well with heartbeat... not so.
My last m/c was my 5th loss in total ( I do have a 6 year old)

I just feel that i'm equally anxious about a bfp or a bfn this cycle...

It's like either way I'll be nervous and frightened...

This is just so hard.
Of course I desperately want my bfp, but I feel like I'm do stressed out about it!

How are we supposed to get through this roller-coaster?

 

[WishnandHopn]

I'm so very sorry for your loss. You've been through a lot! It is so incredibly hard. I don't know if I have any good advice on how to get through it. Take it one day at a time, allow yourself time to grieve and heal, and hold on to the hope that one day soon you will have your sticky bfp and hold your baby in your arms!

I've only had one loss, but I know when I get pregnant again I will be happy and terrified at the same time. My mom had 4 or 5 losses, and 4 living children in total so there is hope!

Have you had any testing done to find out why you are miscarrying?