Feeling Upset and Sh1tty, Sophie's Due Date Tomorrow.

[DiddyDons]

Its Sophies due date tomorrow, her 2nd one being an Angel and Im finding a few things hard I still have no job, My body is still not working and im just fed up of it all. I deserve a break after everything Ive been through from the age of 13. I know we all have a lot of deal with but Im just feeling so crap and down and really emotional. I know alot of people due about now and I know its selfish but I dont want them to have thier babys just now...its going to be a constant reminder of what Sophie would have been doing (even though she'd be 16months now...but I still see her as a baby and I dont want these reminders)

Then I just checked to see when my NHS exemption card runs out-and its today I got that back in 2007 when I was happy and still pregnant and now what do I have....Nothing

Sorry just need to get this out, Im sinking again!

Donna x x

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[Aidedhoney]

Awwww you poor thing, didnt want to read and run, big hugs to you xxx

 

[rachjim98]

 

[embo216]

Just wanted to send you hun.

I know its probably no help but I thought I would anyway xxx

 

[Jkelmum]

xxx

 

[borntobeamum]

Thinking of you, didnt want to not say anything.

Sending hugs and kisses to you and Sophie.xxx

 

[hayley x]

Im so sorry your feeling so upset. Your little Sophie will be with you tomorrow Im sure!! Are you doing anything special for her?? sending you lots of although they arent what you want. Im so sorry Sophie had to leave you xxx

 

[Las78]

Sending you hugs hun, I hope things start to look a little brighter for you soon.

Sophie will be with you tommorrow and I'm sure she's looking down thinking what a wonderful mummy she has and loves you very much.

My thoughts are with you for tommorrow x

 

[babytots]

well suprise suprise cant sleep my own fault though been watching c.s.i on t.v and its my fav show lol.

anyways hunni just wanted to send you some and i really hope tomorow is as gentle and as easy on you and your partner tomorow.am sure sophie will be watching over you and drying your tears when you cry. x

 

[orange-sox]

she'll be with you tomorrow sweetie, just as she is every single day big hugs and special floaty kisses to you both from Sebastian and I

 

[todteach]

Thinking of you and Sophie.

 

[AppleBlossom]

I'm sorry you have to go through all this hun, you know where I am if you need to talk