Feeling v worried and down today :(

[londongirl]

Hi guys

Sorry for the doom and gloom. But I'm sitting here crying knowing I have to goto work soon and just need to put my feelings down "on paper".

I'm 6+3. Previously had a MMC at 10weeks (d&c) and then a natural MC at 6+0. This would be number 1.

This preg I've had no spotting, mild food aversion and sore BBS. I've woken up today and just don't feel preg anymore. My BBs aren't that sore and I've had these weird mild stabbing pains in my uterus area.

I just feel like it's gonna happen again. The thought of it all for the THIRD time exhausts me like nothing else.

Sorry to whinge. I'm so tired of worrying constantly about it. I was more relaxed when I was TTC!!

 

[londongirl]

Ps I've had all the tests done and nothing wrong. But doc put me on progesterone and aspirin just to see if it helps. So I was feeling so hopeful

 

[Topanga053]

Oh hun, I'm so sorry you're so worried. Obviously I can't tell you what's going on for sure, but I can tell you that my symptoms came and went a lot. There were days when my BBs wouldn't hurt or I wouldn't feel that sick and I'd get nervous. I remember around 9 weeks ALL of my symptoms disappeared for an entire weekend. I mean, I had NO symptoms and went from dry heaving to being able to eat anything no problem and I didn't FEEL as pregnant. DH and I were away for the weekend and I remember crying frequently, convinced that I'd lost the baby. DH kept telling me everything would be fine, but I didn't believe him. First thing Monday morning I called my doctor's office in a panic and they gave me an ultrasound... and there was a healthy baby, heart beating away. My symptoms returned in full force a day or two later.

It's so cruel that our symptoms come and go and our gut feelings aren't always reliable. I hope your experience is just like mine and this is just a normal fluctuation in symptoms! Can you call your doctor for an early reassurance scan??

 

[babydust818]

Don't worry hun. My symptoms keeps coming and going. I haven't felt nausea in over a week. I don't feel pregnant most of the time. It's so hard to be PAL. We over analyze everything and it quickly turns into panic. Just know you're not alone. It's so hard without getting scan every week to calm us.

 

[dairymomma]

I get very mild symptoms during pregnancy to begin with and my history of recurrent miscarriage gives me MAJOR anxiety issues during the first tri. The anxiety causes my already mild pg symptoms to disappear making me even more nervous. It's a vicious, never-ending cycle but I wanted to say not all is lost. I had very few pg symptoms with this baby and had LOTS of scares (bleeding, clotting, cramping, etc) yet ultrasound after ultrasound showed baby was fine and my uterus was okay. They still can't tell me why I bled from 5-almost 11 weeks or where the blood came from but bubba is now 16 weeks and I'm feeling little bumps and taps to prove he/she is in there. I know it's stressful but hang in there.