feeling very low anyone else HATE tww??

[lucyandlilly]

hey ladies. just on a bit of a downer i guess! am now currently 2 days late and no sign of af or pregnancy so im stuck in a miserable limbo! still getting BFN's all the way and just want to know one way or the other! i was so sure after my sickness yesterday that it get a bfp thismorning but no so im giving up testing. the whole situation is doing my head in! I guess its just not the right month for me im wel and truly fed up of symtom spotting and wishing i just wish af would hurry up if shes coming . i think if still no af by 26th will make docs appointment and see whats going on. just feels like nothing is working properly. how is evryone else feeling? im so fed uuuuuup!!! no sore boobs no cramping anymore just think im out as with last pregnancy with my daughter had implantation bleeding and have had nothing this time. all very confusing! ok rant over , babydust to all lets hope things get better soon! xxx

 

[BabyQ]

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[BabyQ]

aw hunni so sorry I know exactly how you feel. I'm still waiting for my af after mc, just over 4 weeks now so anyday.. we hav also been TTC since I stopped bleeding just over 2 weeks ago so I'm also bfp symptom spotting too.

'Felt' so pregnant this last week, had something which could be described as IB fri and sat just gone, but a BFN tonight with a first response, sooo depressing, I got so grumpy afterwards!

I have never felt so 'nothing' so empty as I do this evening now! I don't feel like af OR bfp is coming . I'm not testing again, even if af doesn't turn up for another week!

BABYDUST TO YOU!!! (the smilies won't load for me, sorry, grr)

 

[lucyandlilly]

aww hun so sorry to heard about ur mc hope this month is better for you! it is really soul destroying isnt it thinking you are then getting a BFN! im not testing either lol we can be ' NOT TESTING ' buddies lol. i think first responce are pretty crap from what ive heard . i went with clearblue with my last pregnancy . i seem to remember getting a neg with fr last time. hmm lots of baby dust to you and good luck! keep intouch! xxx

 

[BabyQ]

It's so lovely to know that someone understands just how soul destroying it is, my (not so) dear half practically told me to behave, wait, and stop wasting money on tests! Cue big argument!

Oo I didn't know that about first response, I only got first response because they were bogof in boots lol! So I've still got one left, damn, I want a clearblue now!

Good luck, lots of my fingers are crossed, we're not out yet! (yippee smilies working now, things are beginning to look up for me finally, haha!)

 

[poasa]

I'm totally there with you, my AF is a week late and getting I've been testing like a mad woman and enough is enough!!! It's so depressing and wrecks your day, I must admit I've been very snappy with my hubby as he goes to work, its just soul destroying. I hope you find out soon x x

 

[BabyQ]

I'm totally there with you, my AF is a week late and getting I've been testing like a mad woman and enough is enough!!! It's so depressing and wrecks your day, I must admit I've been very snappy with my hubby as he goes to work, its just soul destroying. I hope you find out soon x x

wow, a week late, how annoying you're not out till the witch gets you, lots of and my F are X!xxx

 

[poasa]

Thanks hun x

 

[lucyandlilly]

keep going evryone! its true we are still not out! will keep fingers crossed or BFP's for all of us! our bodys are strange things seems mine likes to pay tricks on me! talking to you guys makes me feel so much better. i felt so depressed this evening now am slightly more optimistic! atleast we are all in this together COME ON BFP'S!!!

 

[Minno]

Hi ladies. I'm also 4 days late and no sign of AF. Also not a whiff of a BFP - negatives all the way, not even a faint line I could delude myself into thinking was maybe a BFP ha! Using FRER - also did the BOGOF offer - and am now wondering if should have used my clearblue digi which I've been saving for a 'special' occasion
Feel sure I would have got something on a test by now though. I've called my docs today to arrange an appt to be checked over but can't get a routine appt for 2 weeks! Isn't the NHS fantastic?!

Keep posting girls and lets support one another through this. Good luck to everyone xxx

 

[lucyandlilly]

mahaha my smileys are working again now too wohooo!!! xxx

 

[Minno]

It's so lovely to know that someone understands just how soul destroying it is, my (not so) dear half practically told me to behave, wait, and stop wasting money on tests! Cue big argument!

Oo I didn't know that about first response, I only got first response because they were bogof in boots lol! So I've still got one left, damn, I want a clearblue now!

Good luck, lots of my fingers are crossed, we're not out yet! (yippee smilies working now, things are beginning to look up for me finally, haha!)

BTW BabyQ - your post made me laugh with the argie bargie with hubbie. My one says exactly the same thing with exactly the same result! Men!

 

[lindseyry]

I totally feel right there with you guys today. When ttc ds(4), we got him on the second cycle. The first cycle ttc ended in a chemical. This go round we have been ttc off and on over a year now. Ive had three more chemicals.
Non ttc months I have very few pre AF symptoms. When something clicks - I just know it. My symptoms are all over the place. So, I test. and I test. And I test. Im one of the ones who takes the HPT apart to analyze the lines. I take pics and zoom in, play with the colors, invert the pic etc. I get excited when I get a ! Then instead of getting darker, the line gets lighter

DP and I have given it four cycles this go round. If it works - great! If not, we'll be happy with the two boys we have. But, I feel more of a desperation to make it work now.

This cycle though - I will NOT poas. I dont want to see the lines go from dark to light. So, I wont test till I know its a true result. I havent even brought any home from the store. Nope, not gonna do it. I will not cave. I hope!

 

[Eyes On Fire]

I know exactly how you feel, I've been doing nothing but symptom spotting, tested today and got a BFN. AF is due Thursday but I just have a feeling I'm going to be disappointed so I'm just trying to stop thinking about it. Best of luck to you!