Feeling very sad My baby was a little boy

[mojojojo563]

Welp I lost my little baby on 12/6/11. I had genetic test done and never got a call back from the Dr so i called today. He called me back as I left work and said that my baby was a little boy. He had trisomy 21 so he was a downs baby. he said that it was a mongrel baby. That pissed me off! I feel so sad a little boy just hurts. I haven't told anyone on here but when I was about 19 I was preg 12 weeks along and found out that baby had trisomy 18 and I lost the baby. I wasnt with the man I later married I was with somone else at the time and they said that it was just a freak think and I had a 1% chance it could happen again. Fast forward years later I am married and got preg again I now have a healthy 3 1/2 boy. Then I get preg again an lost my baby had a D&C on 12/6/11. Today I cried all the way home from work. I feel like something isn't right with me. Did I cause this?? I want to try again but, I still haven't got my AF since my D&C on 12/6/11 not sure how long it takes to get your AF after a D&C. Part of me wants to try again and part of me is scared to. The dr said I will need CVS testing and I never had that with my 3 1/2 I had the nuchal translucency test and all was fine. But this Dr said the CVS test is the best its done between 10-12 weeks. I am so sad just to think it was my little boy.

 

[Baby Potter]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[goddess25]

I am so sorry for your loss

 

[OnErth&InHvn]

Im sorry.

I would definitively get some sort of testing on yourself and DH. It wouldnt hurt.