Finally a good day

[Miss_Quirky]

Well I have had an extremely rough time lately, as quite a few people know, since I have been stuck living with FOB and his family, and he has been being a complete prick lately.

Well last night me and MIL had a long talk and I really realized some things, mostly being that yes, I do still love him, but it's not the same anymore. He isn't the man I fell in love with (although we have been making progress with our friendship FINALLY), and that's okay. I will probably always love him, and if we get back together one day then we will. If not, we don't. I am finally okay with that, too

I have felt really happy today too, like I am free of being angry and resentful now. I also made friends with a guy here (Just moved and I have no friends here), and he wants to date once we know eachother better and I am ready to (which he knows will not be any time soon, likely not for many months)...I am just relieved that for the first time in almost 8 months I am not stressed out, I am not angry all day, I'm not sad or depressed today, it's just been nice.

Sorry if that was boring, just wanted to share what's been going on.

 

[Ceejay123]

Congratulations. I'm glad you've finally had a good day and feel as though you've got a lot off your chest. Hopefully now you'll be able to move forwards and move on. x