Find myself getting angry of and on

[JASMAK]

Does anyone else feel this way? I am OK one minute, or for a couple hours, or even a whole day...and then I think about it, and I get so angry that this all has happened, and it feels like my throat is closing up and I can't breath. I have to calm myself down. Then I just feel like crying. Then I am OK again.

 

[Waiting2bMommy]

 

[Wishfull]

That is exactly how im feeling today. I really really do. It happens at the oddest of times when cooking or on way to shop.
I think its because were all trying to cope a little an not think about it but it gets up an it gets us good. The greif, it appears in many different ways at many different times.
Thinking of you at this sad time. I say let our tears flow and our anger an why not eh. We lost our little angels far far too soon.
Take care
x

 

[mrs.beanz]

Im so sorry you are going through this. I feel the same sometimes and wonder if the feeling will ever go away. I have been trying to conceive again after my miscarriage as my heart wants another baby and I feel like that is the only thing that will fix the heartbreak.....problem is that trying and hoping only to have AF show up month after month is just as hard. The only thing that keeps my going is that after AF is finished I get excited that this could be the month.
I hope you get your sticky bean soon.

 

[JASMAK]

That is exactly how im feeling today. I really really do. It happens at the oddest of times when cooking or on way to shop.
I think its because were all trying to cope a little an not think about it but it gets up an it gets us good. The greif, it appears in many different ways at many different times.
Thinking of you at this sad time. I say let our tears flow and our anger an why not eh. We lost our little angels far far too soon.
Take care
x

Yes, let the tears flow. I have been crying for about an hour now. I just have to let it out. Maybe I am getting AF soon and so maybe there is some extra hormones? Or, perhaps it is because two friends told me that they were expecting today-one due in April, the other in May.


Sounds ridiculous, but, I wish none of my friends was allowed to get pregnant right now. Not when I am going through so much. I wish my friendsd could feel my pain, if only for a second. So they could feel how much it hurts. So they could see how hard it is for me to put a smile on and pretend that I am A-OK when I am not. To know that I feel torn to shreds and I often wish I could scream to the world: I LOST BABIES AND IT HURTS.