yazoo
Mummy of girl & angel boy
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So I had my follow up appt today with consultant. I was so scared & nervous & really not looking forward to it. Being in the hospital was so much harder than I expected. Sitting in the same area where I waited for my scan was just awful and brought back all the memories and what ifs. Then out walked the doctor who delivered Jakob ( not my consultant) & I ran to the toilet in tears. I don't know why but seeing her made me so so upset. The tears settled down and I sat back in the waiting room & out walked my OB with a big pregnant belly. My heart sank. I don't know if its jealousy or what it is but I am a little weird around pregnant woman and look the other way if I see one. She was lovely though and seemed to really understand the emotional and psychological impact loss has (she actually has a heart as opposed to some doctors I have witnessed during my pregnancy).
Anyway the results from the placenta were not back which is a little annoying but hey. Basically I had a subchorionic hematoma all along but it went unnoticed. It eventually grew to 10x8 cm and ruptured the membranes which brought on labour. I was checked for a clotting disorder as well as other things but she said she does not think I have any of these and this was just a random thing related to that pregnancy and she said the chances of it happening again and having such a bad outcome were less than 1% which is good. HOwever I am a little uneasy with statistics right now but still it is a good percentage.
She said we can try again as soon as we are ready. I have to go back again in 7 weeks for the histology results and results from blood tests and hopefully I'll have a wee rainbow cooking by then but I doubt it.
Anyway the results from the placenta were not back which is a little annoying but hey. Basically I had a subchorionic hematoma all along but it went unnoticed. It eventually grew to 10x8 cm and ruptured the membranes which brought on labour. I was checked for a clotting disorder as well as other things but she said she does not think I have any of these and this was just a random thing related to that pregnancy and she said the chances of it happening again and having such a bad outcome were less than 1% which is good. HOwever I am a little uneasy with statistics right now but still it is a good percentage.
She said we can try again as soon as we are ready. I have to go back again in 7 weeks for the histology results and results from blood tests and hopefully I'll have a wee rainbow cooking by then but I doubt it.