millianaire
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Hi girls
long time no talk, basically i was doing well in august, sept and oct i had a regular period and went to the gyne an told her, and she said that was good and didnt prescribe anything, mi was loosing weight and happier. Then all of a sudden my periods never showed up again i didnt get upset in november just thought odd month then never showed in decemeber and i got upset, now jan here and i think its going to be the same. I'm so frustrated with my body as im goin on holiday to usa in feb and hoping to ttc there but now i just feel like im out of the game. ive cried endless tears again, and prayed to god whom now i have lost faith in, i have got alopitia which is literally making me lose my hair and im more upset than ever. i dont know how to change my thought pattern and i was waiting for this holiday so much but now im dreading it, im ugly with loosing my hair, my body has failed me and im frustrating myself thinking about it. anyone give me some words of wisdom or what next coz im f***ed if i know. no gyne for another 6 months. An doc wont do anything either. ive exhausted everything i know im only 23 but its all i can think about does this make me wierd? everyone blames the pcos and i think its now just an excuse dont know what to do or think.
sorry if this depresses anyone just having one of them days/weeks/months
long time no talk, basically i was doing well in august, sept and oct i had a regular period and went to the gyne an told her, and she said that was good and didnt prescribe anything, mi was loosing weight and happier. Then all of a sudden my periods never showed up again i didnt get upset in november just thought odd month then never showed in decemeber and i got upset, now jan here and i think its going to be the same. I'm so frustrated with my body as im goin on holiday to usa in feb and hoping to ttc there but now i just feel like im out of the game. ive cried endless tears again, and prayed to god whom now i have lost faith in, i have got alopitia which is literally making me lose my hair and im more upset than ever. i dont know how to change my thought pattern and i was waiting for this holiday so much but now im dreading it, im ugly with loosing my hair, my body has failed me and im frustrating myself thinking about it. anyone give me some words of wisdom or what next coz im f***ed if i know. no gyne for another 6 months. An doc wont do anything either. ive exhausted everything i know im only 23 but its all i can think about does this make me wierd? everyone blames the pcos and i think its now just an excuse dont know what to do or think.
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