So, I called my boss today. I haven't called her in about a week... I've just sort of been zombie like since the delivery. I was calling to let her know that I need more time, that my husband and I have decided to take a trip back home to be with family for two weeks and that when I get back she can go ahead and put me back on the schedule. Apparently - she already put me back on the schedule. Starting Monday. The last thing I gave her was a note from my OB saying that I would be physically able to return to work one week after the delivery. One week... I didn't expect her to really think I would be ready to return so soon. I've been out of work for about a week and a half now. It's been a mere 6 days since Silver was born... I guess that seems like a lot of time to her, trying to cover my shifts, but for me... It's still so fresh. So raw. When I went in for my check up earlier this week I had a mini panic attack. I felt my heart start to pound and I couldn't breathe. Had to step outside... I mention this because I work in the same hospital where I delivered. I think if I worked somewhere else it would be easier but... Just walking up to the building I feel a little sick.
She wants me to provide a doctor's note saying that I am not emotionally ready to return to work yet. I don't know where to go for such a note. It's two hours before doctor's offices close on a Friday and I can't get through to my regular doctor or my OB's office. I'm just so frustrated. It doesn't make sense that I should need a note proving that I am grieving for my son and need more time off. I didn't expect her to be so insensitive.
I suppose it should have occurred to me that I should get a note from my OB when I went in for my check up. But I wanted to get out of there so badly I just didn't ask anything...
Just needed to vent for a moment.![Sad :( :(](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
She wants me to provide a doctor's note saying that I am not emotionally ready to return to work yet. I don't know where to go for such a note. It's two hours before doctor's offices close on a Friday and I can't get through to my regular doctor or my OB's office. I'm just so frustrated. It doesn't make sense that I should need a note proving that I am grieving for my son and need more time off. I didn't expect her to be so insensitive.
I suppose it should have occurred to me that I should get a note from my OB when I went in for my check up. But I wanted to get out of there so badly I just didn't ask anything...
Just needed to vent for a moment.
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