Hi,
I've got my baby girls funeral on the 15th and I'm dreading it. I've sorted everything out for the service but I don't know if I'm strong enough to get through the actual day. I've also been sorting out the complaints case with the hospital which is now an ongoing investigation and I just feel everythings sucked out of me and I don't know how much more I can take. I've pretty much been doing it all alone.
I don't know if its normal but ever since we've come home from hospital after giving birth to Hope (2 weeks ago) my husband doesn't want to discuss anything about the funeral or complaints investigation. He hasn't even asked me what was discussed at the meeting. I've pretty much told him what I've organised for Hope's service as he didn't ask questions. When I try talking to him its always he's very tired and we'll talk later even if I just generally want to talk. The later never comes and it all just gets brushed under the carpet. He was a rock when I was in hospital and was really there for me and at home he does everything to help with our two yr old but when it comes to me wanting to talk about anything to do with Hope he doesn't want to. He has always been a man of little words but at a time like this I just don't know what to think. He's made odd comments out of the blue how Hope is beautiful etc but for me its not enough and frustrates me. Sorry just realised I've gone on.
I've got my baby girls funeral on the 15th and I'm dreading it. I've sorted everything out for the service but I don't know if I'm strong enough to get through the actual day. I've also been sorting out the complaints case with the hospital which is now an ongoing investigation and I just feel everythings sucked out of me and I don't know how much more I can take. I've pretty much been doing it all alone.
I don't know if its normal but ever since we've come home from hospital after giving birth to Hope (2 weeks ago) my husband doesn't want to discuss anything about the funeral or complaints investigation. He hasn't even asked me what was discussed at the meeting. I've pretty much told him what I've organised for Hope's service as he didn't ask questions. When I try talking to him its always he's very tired and we'll talk later even if I just generally want to talk. The later never comes and it all just gets brushed under the carpet. He was a rock when I was in hospital and was really there for me and at home he does everything to help with our two yr old but when it comes to me wanting to talk about anything to do with Hope he doesn't want to. He has always been a man of little words but at a time like this I just don't know what to think. He's made odd comments out of the blue how Hope is beautiful etc but for me its not enough and frustrates me. Sorry just realised I've gone on.