Getting anxious

[happymamma]

My NT scan is in 2 weeks, and for some reason Im more anxious to just make sure there's still a hb. It could be just from my previous mc's making me feel this way, but for some reason Im not feeling as pg. My fatigue is going away, still exhausted but Im able to stay awake now. Also my nausia isnt as bad. Im still taking meds though, maybe this is all normal, but just the past week'ish Ive been starting to almost panic. I thought about goping to my dr to see if he can find the hb with his doppler, but if he doesn't I'll worry erven more, even though I know it might be too early to hear it that way.

 

[Borboleta]

Everything will be okay. But I understand the worry. I had the worst month between my quad screening and waiting for the results from my amnio! I guess the worries will never end!! But hang in there you baby is going to be just fine. And then when you hear his heartbeat will make everything better .

 

[happymamma]

I just read a thread on the 1st tri, that 10-11 wks the placenta takes over and fatigue stasrts to go away. I feel a bit better. Just this sad feeling that something is wrong, maybe Im just having an off day.

 

[happymamma]

Borboleta, just noticed my step sister lives near you

 

[Sewergrrl]

You're 11 weeks, so you should be feeling better now/soon!!! This is a good sign sweetie, not a bad one.

 

[Borboleta]

Borboleta, just noticed my step sister lives near you

I live about 45 min from Houston. I am in the Woodlands. Where does she live? Do you live here too?

 

[happymamma]

Borboleta, just noticed my step sister lives near you

I live about 45 min from Houston. I am in the Woodlands. Where does she live? Do you live here too?

I'll ask her next time I talk to her, or my dad. She just moved there, but Im not sure exactly where. I live all the way in Alberta lol. I wish I lived there! Snow is coming :O

 

[happymamma]

You're 11 weeks, so you should be feeling better now/soon!!! This is a good sign sweetie, not a bad one.

Actually, Im starting to think it's me. Today Ive been feeling really crappy, headache, swollen, gagging at everything, and exhausted. Also so moody! I been just miserable and depressed, thinking the worst. I just have to snap myself out of this. Tonight I swore I felt the baby move, but, lol, its impossible! Then I thought no, not only am I too early, there's prob no baby anyways. So I dont knw whats going on. Maybe Im too old for this. My body had been put through 9 pregnancies now and its had enough. Im hoping I wake up tomorrow in a better mood and more positive,.. like I usually am.

 

[Gia7777]

Heres hoping for a restful nights sleep and a better tomorrow for you.. Feeling better at the stage you're at is a normal thing : )

 

[happymamma]

Thanx for reminding me, its almost midnight here I should get my big butt in bed! Nite all!

 

[Gia7777]

Hoping your feeling better about everything today

 

[happymamma]

I am, thanks! Still tired though, I had a really wierd sleep! I was dreaming that someone was chasing me through a huge stairwell with a blowtorch trying to set me on fire. Then I got off on a floor and found a bathroom so I locked myself in. Then i thought since Im here I might as well go pee. For some reason I couldn't, just like when you try to scream in a dream it doesnt work lol. So I sat there and tried and tried, but I couldnt keep my eyes open, I could barely stay awake. Then I woke up for real, and went pee
Wierd what we dream about when our brains are trying to wake up up to go pee! It actually wasn't even a scary dream, it sounds that way like I should have been terrified but I wasn't.

I'm also hoping to get off these meds soon. They knock me out also, and I just hate taking pills!

 

[suzimc]

Hi hon, sorry I was working and off the radar! I started to feel better some days about then too and worried about it but was absolutely fine and you will be too! xxx

 

[jo14]

finally just catching up with posts, hope your feeling better now, I have noticed that for the last couple of days I am feeling a bit better as well, much less sick, still sickly but not as bad so hopefully its just that we are getting futher on and feeling a bit better xxxx

 

[happymamma]

Suzi and Jo, sorry, but I had to steal ur idea on the ticker I was reading posts on my iphone and I'm actually able to see tickers! I just loved yours! My stupid laptop doesnt dis[play pics and stuff, just shows a box with a little red "x" in it

So ya, Im feeling better. Well, emotionally. I guess we all get bad days when we just feel negative I hate it!

Thanx for the support!! xxx

 

[future_numan]

We made it to 12 weeks
One more week till second tri

 

[thebobppy]

This is a good sign sweetie, not a bad one.

 

[happymamma]

Haha funny I just see this today, now that we are 13 weeks! Yay!

 

[happymamma]

This is a good sign sweetie, not a bad one.

thanks so much! Xxx

I'm thinking I'm just gonna have these worry days creep up on me once in a while, but I truely appreciate the support! You're all awesome!