I'm wondering if anyone else have/had this issue? Or can you understand why giving birth might have triggered such a phobia in me?
I have postpartum anxiety and this is one of the few points I can't resolve; I feel I need to resolve it so it won't get worse. I feel so alone in this fear and have never heard of anyone else triggered to have such a phobia postpartum.
My phobia is of the dying process ... struggling for breath as I die, loss of body functions. I'm scared of the loss of control I guess? I wonder if it's also due to my having so many panic attacks while pregnant and postpartum that I fear the feeling when I am dying.
I'm scared if my LO dies before me I would not be able to handle it or if I die before LO is grown ... although I think these are rational fears most mother get so this point isn't as high priority in what I need to resolve in my head.
Please share your stories if you can. And what helped. I talked to my psychiatrist about it and she again suggests meds, which I don't want. My OB thinks it's due to a feeling of loss from having a child (loss of old life) and that it'll go away on its own.
I have postpartum anxiety and this is one of the few points I can't resolve; I feel I need to resolve it so it won't get worse. I feel so alone in this fear and have never heard of anyone else triggered to have such a phobia postpartum.
My phobia is of the dying process ... struggling for breath as I die, loss of body functions. I'm scared of the loss of control I guess? I wonder if it's also due to my having so many panic attacks while pregnant and postpartum that I fear the feeling when I am dying.
I'm scared if my LO dies before me I would not be able to handle it or if I die before LO is grown ... although I think these are rational fears most mother get so this point isn't as high priority in what I need to resolve in my head.
Please share your stories if you can. And what helped. I talked to my psychiatrist about it and she again suggests meds, which I don't want. My OB thinks it's due to a feeling of loss from having a child (loss of old life) and that it'll go away on its own.