glasgow centre for reproductive medicine, cardonald glasgow.

[macca197831]

Hey Bluebell, this has been the longest 3 days of my life!

I haven't felt any different, I know it may be too early for any signs of implantation but I'm finding it hard to believe this I going to work!

 

[Bluebell bun]

Macca, I feel the exact same. OH gets annoyed when I'm negative but honestly what are the odds of this actually working for me? I don't feel any different.

 

[macca197831]

It's so hard to stay positive isn't it, I don't think all the googling helps! I end up reading about all these women who had implantation cramps and spotting etc and I feel nothing! I know there are women who have their BFP with no symptoms but I just wish we had some reassurance it was working! X

 

[sandoval_star]

Hi girls, I think you're both going through all the feelings anyone would in your situation! I know I will. The last week has definitely flew in, I'm sure the next one will too. Stay positive! (and probably off google too lol)
I'm getting my prostap injection tmr - I'm finally starting!

 

[macca197831]

That's great Sandoval, you must be feeling really excited! I was so pleased to be finally doing something when I first started! I'm looking forward to following your journey and wish you lots of luck!

I have one week to go, I'm dying to get it over with but at the sane time in dreading that phone call!! X

 

[Bluebell bun]

Sand, great news. Hope everything goes well for you tomorrow.
Macca, you know what next week will bring, don't you? We'll spend half the week in the toilet checking to see if AF is starting!!! ( or maybe that's just me!! )
Minno, what's happening with you?
Mandy, Wallie - are things going ok?

 

[macca197831]

Bluebell, totally it's going to be a nightmare! I've already convinced myself there are signs it's on it's way! I keep trying to visualise getting the phone call next week and its good news - it lasts about 5 seconds then I think who are you kidding!

 

[Minno]

Hi girls. The lady I mentioned before on another thread had no symptoms and got her bfp last week. I think it could be a good sign hope next week flies past for both of you. Just think this time next week you could both have your bfps!!

As for me, well, finally it's the start of af. Cd 1 will be tomoro so got to call the clinic to arrange appt for cetrotide injection and scan. They told me they can see me within first four days of period so im hoping Monday will be ok - let's af ease off a bit. What do you all think? I've also got a stinking cold so want to recover a bit over the weekend before starting treatment.

Sandoval - we are going to be treatment buddies - yay!

So exciting and yet bloody nerve wracking too. Hard to be hopeful when there's so much at stake.
Xxx

 

[sandoval_star]

Yay for treatment buddies Minno! I'm so nervous too but just want to get started! x

 

[mandy1971]

Hey sand I took my prostap at 6 am I'm down south staying with my friend., mine was the sub cutaneous injection needle and not intramuscular that was in the pack.. are you going to the clinic today to have it? It was fine... Period started yesterday., the first since my failed IVF in august....
Hope the hags visit is fleeting....
Bluebell and macca, this wait is a killer have you looked on the 2ww website? I love to hear of others experience before bfp they also have an IVF section...

 

[Bluebell bun]

Oh goodness Mandy, don't tell there are more websites I can check out and then fret over!!!!!

 

[sandoval_star]

Yeah Mandy, having it done at the clinic. I'm not sure what type of injection it is? The less I know about it the better, just let them jab away! My af started yesterday too (at long last, was beginning to get worried that after stopping the norethisterone that it wouldn't come!) It looks like you, Minno and I will all be around the same treatment timescale. Woo, moral support! x

 

[macca197831]

Minno, Sand, Mandy it's great you are all getting started at the same time! The next few weeks will fly by I'm sure!

I am struggling big time today' woke up feeling really down and can't snap out of it. Feels like the same hormones/ emotions I have every month as af is approaching.

We had our NHS apt at the Royal today to get us on the ivf waiting list there. It was like day and night in comparison to the GCRM. I just sat in th waiting room praying I wouldn't have to come back! Anyway we are now on the list and if we need it then our NHS shot will likely be summer next year.

 

[Bluebell bun]

Macca, sending you a hug-I so know how you feel. It's a comfort that someone else is in the same position. Curious to hear about your appt at GRI. I deferred ours to Nov until we got this cycle out the way and see what the outcome is? Did you find out if having "x" amounts of private attempts influences your NHS quota if they are unsuccessful? What is the current waiting list? I think our consultant says she asked for our name to be added to the list and backdated to Feb/March 12 when I had my HSG. I would now hate to have it done on the NHS as it's been so convenient going to GCRM. There are no parking hassles, I was able to pop in for my appointments before work so nobody was any the wiser, the staff are fab etc

 

[macca197831]

Bluebell I'm a nightmare today I just had a big cry to my husband and feel better for it but I can't help but think this hasnt worked. It's exhausting trying to feel positive all the time!

I really hope we don't have to go through the process with the royal! The waiting room was crammed and we didn't get taken until 40 minutes after our apt time. It really makes you appreciate the staff and facilities at the GCRM.

I didn't tell them about my private treatment and they didn't ask. I did ask our first consultant at Monklands about it and she said going private didn't have an impact on your NHS goes.

The wait for us is 12 months and we get two goes, it depends where you live?

We have been put on the list from May this year however they said even when you reach the top it's usually a 3 month wait just to get your apt for bloods etc!!!

 

[sandoval_star]

Oh god macca, the GRI sounds horrible! I have my appointment there on 7th Nov to be put on the waiting list. I'm like you, just really hoping I don't have to go there at all. Hope you're feeling a bit better after a cry macca, it's a really difficult time. I had a really bad 2 days last week where I felt so low and just couldn't see a happy ending to any of this and I literally cried for the whole 2 days. The good thing is, after a low point your mood can only get better so the next few days will hopefully be easier. Hope you're doing ok too Bluebell x

 

[Minno]

Well girls -cd 1 today so have appt to begin injections on Monday. That will be cd4 which I thought was quite late but apparently they can see you within the first four days and its ok. Also my treatment is a bit different as no stimulation involved so perhaps they have more time to play with to shut ovaries down etc I didn't speak to my usual nurse and the one I did speak to seemed a bit unsure - think she thought I was doing normal ivf!
So lovely that sand, Mand and I can buddy up for this cycle. I have a feeling I'm going to need lots of support! Sand how did the prostap injection go today?

Macca, I feel for you hun. I think all the hormones don't help and so altho it may feel like af it will just be that - its the same hormones involved. I think you have a brilliant chance of success so don't give up hun, we are all here to help you through this.
Bluebell, how are you doing? Keep busy girls!
Xxx

 

[Bluebell bun]

Macca, I've been quite tearful this week too. I think it is the combination of the stress and the hormones we have been pumping ourselves with. Best thing for it is to have a good cry!
Is it just me or does anyone else feel slightly embarrassed/ashamed whilst sitting in the waiting room of the infertility clinic? I'm always furtively looking around to see if I know anybody. It's so wrong to feel that way I know.
Thanks girls for all your support xx

 

[macca197831]

Thanks for all the words of encouragement girls!

Bluebell, I think we forget our bodies are full of hormones at this time! My friend who has been through ivf said to me that when you have down day that's just what it is and you shouldn't automatically jump to the conclusion that it's to do with the end result!

Sand, sorry to hear you had a bad few days! I felt like that before the prostap but once I got into the stinks I felt positive and in control! Hopefully you will feel the same!

Minno, how long will it be before you get your transfer?

Glad you girls are cycle buddies, this thread will be a great source of support and encouragement for you over the next few weeks!! X

 

[macca197831]

Macca, I've been quite tearful this week too. I think it is the combination of the stress and the hormones we have been pumping ourselves with. Best thing for it is to have a good cry!
Is it just me or does anyone else feel slightly embarrassed/ashamed whilst sitting in the waiting room of the infertility clinic? I'm always furtively looking around to see if I know anybody. It's so wrong to feel that way I know.
Thanks girls for all your support xx

Everytime we go to an appointment we say "do you think we will see anyone we know today"! One of our friends and his wife actually bumped into another couple they are friends with at the royal and neither of them knew the other was going through treatment! Awkward!!!!