MissingBubs
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I have an amazingly beautiful daughter who is 6 months old. We tried for her for 3 years and were on the IVF waiting list when we conceived her due to reccurent mc and losing a tube through ectopic. Also severe scarring on my remaining tube. So I know how amazingly lucky we are to have our miracle girl.
I'm still bf on demand and have no plans to stop, but i find myself wishing my period would return so that we can NTNP or even TTC!
My reasons are that I enjoy my baby girl so much that I want to feel it again and again and again. I enjoyed pregnancy and giving birth despite being off sick from work from 28 weeks and a 30 hour labour with just a tens.
I want my baby to have a sibling close in age. I want her to have a best friend to argue with and to protect. To get into trouble with on miserable days and to blame for eating all the chocolates! I have one sibling who is 12.5 years younger than me so practically was an only child and I was lonely at times.
I feel so guilty because it's almost like part of me wonders why my girl isn't enough for me. She is. I want it for her as much as for me. DH doesn't mind either way. He has a 14yo DD.
The the thought of not giving my girl a sibling and not experiencing pregnancy and giving birth again really upsets me.
Whats wrong with me?!
I'm still bf on demand and have no plans to stop, but i find myself wishing my period would return so that we can NTNP or even TTC!
My reasons are that I enjoy my baby girl so much that I want to feel it again and again and again. I enjoyed pregnancy and giving birth despite being off sick from work from 28 weeks and a 30 hour labour with just a tens.
I want my baby to have a sibling close in age. I want her to have a best friend to argue with and to protect. To get into trouble with on miserable days and to blame for eating all the chocolates! I have one sibling who is 12.5 years younger than me so practically was an only child and I was lonely at times.
I feel so guilty because it's almost like part of me wonders why my girl isn't enough for me. She is. I want it for her as much as for me. DH doesn't mind either way. He has a 14yo DD.
The the thought of not giving my girl a sibling and not experiencing pregnancy and giving birth again really upsets me.
Whats wrong with me?!
When the timing is right you will have another one. Congrats on your baby girl 
