Thanks guys, I have to stay strong and I have to stay positive, I was a mess in May when we miscarried and in a very very dark place I really dont ever want to feel like that again it took me a long time to move forward and I can't go back there I really can't, I will not blame myself this time. I am really upset and was heartbroken but I have to stay strong for my son he is 11 and last time shook us all to core as a family we just can't go down that road again. We haven't even told him this time. Which I think is why I have such a strong sense of needing to keep things normal for us all. I have cried buckets and im sure I will continue too but I also know that on a positive note I can get pregnant we tried for years and then bang this year twice so now we have to look into finding out how to keep these precious beans and make them stick. We have been together for 23 years childhood sweethearts Ive been with my Hubby since I was 12 and we finally got married last year LOL He is an amazing man and been brilliant. We just have to keep going, life is cruel and unkind as most of you know as you have suffered in the same way. Stay positive ladies, thank you all so much reading these boards has really helped me so thank you for the support. Lotsa love, luck, health and happiness to all. Good luck everyone.
Love Kas xxx
you're being very strong.
