Hi hunni,
I am so so so sorry for your losses,i am sure they will look after eachther in heaven. I find it hard now and my twins were only 6 and a bit weeks when they decided they were not strong enough. You are so brave and i send so hugs for you and your family. You are very brave and i hope the results come back fine for your piece of mind. I know it did for me.
If you need to chat then PM me hun.
Vik
x