Maedaze810
TTC #3 after death #2
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I guess I am just a mess this week. My baby would have been 6 months old on Thursday, but he passed in September instead. We tried for 2 years to get pregnant and did IUI with injections, etc.. Then I got pregnant, but it was a really hard pregnancy and I had to have an emergency c-section, etc... And he lived for 10 days and then he died.
I want another baby. I miss him so badly it hurts. My arms are empty and my heart has a giant hole in it. THis month was our first month TTC again and I have been a wreck. I posted some stuff in the TTC forum about how wonky things are, but I have been so anxious about a BFP that I can't hardly stand it. I can't sleep and I am so emotional.
How have some of you dealt with the loss of a child and then with TTC?
I want another baby. I miss him so badly it hurts. My arms are empty and my heart has a giant hole in it. THis month was our first month TTC again and I have been a wreck. I posted some stuff in the TTC forum about how wonky things are, but I have been so anxious about a BFP that I can't hardly stand it. I can't sleep and I am so emotional.
How have some of you dealt with the loss of a child and then with TTC?