having a bad day...

[maddiwatts19]

Hi girlies.
Sorry to have a rant, but i'm having a bad day, and i know you girls always listen, and i needed to vent...

Firstly, i'm coming down with something!.
I'm absolutely exhausted! It hurts to move my joints too much!. I have the soarest throat in the world. I keep sneezing. I feel sick. And it feels like someone is playing some drums in my head!. I blame Ann-Marie!! lol! I caught it over cyberspace!.
But its just left me feeling bleugh!

Secondly, i just had my first period since the m/c. And i really had forgotten just how f&%$ing horrible they are!!. I'd forgotten the pain and just how low and crap they make you feel.! So i'm determined to get pregnant soon, so i don't have to put up with this anymore.!!!

Thirdly, i'm on Easter break from Uni. Which is great, cos i could really do with some time off, but i've had to leave my lovely uni accomodation right next to my OH and come home!. So now i only get to see him at weekends because he's working! I love my buba so much! And now i only get to see him ar weekends for three whole weeks!.

Finally, i would have been 16 weeks on Tuesday!!. Would be finding out what bubba was!.

I just cant stop crying!
I wasnt this hormonal when i was pregnant!!!

Sorry for going on, and thanks for listening girlies!!
xxx

 

[m_t_rose]

I have days like that too!! Much more hormonal now than I was with the pregnancy.

 

[jacky24]

My thoughts are with you, take it easy and have a good cry, helps me alot lately when i feel like killing someone or just giving up.

Our BFP's are coming i know it, i mean im on CD55 and expecting AF on CD77 from new meds.....

 

[Vickie]

Thought you could use a

 

[maddiwatts19]

Thought you could use a

Thank you!!!
xxxx

 

[maddiwatts19]

My thoughts are with you, take it easy and have a good cry, helps me alot lately when i feel like killing someone or just giving up.

Our BFP's are coming i know it, i mean im on CD55 and expecting AF on CD77 from new meds.....

Thank you hun!
Yep, we're deffinitely due our s soon!!!
xxxx

 

[Rumpskin]

Oh darling, I am sorry you are feeling so crappo. Good thing is that AF is back. That has got to be a good thing.

I know what you mean about where you would have been if you were still pregnant. I think I would have been about 22-23 weeks now.

 

[Liz]

my thoughts r with u, i hope things turn around for u soon xxx

 

[Omi]

Im sorry you feel so crap, Maddie!

I dont cry anymore (had the d&c feb 22) but i certainly vear from exited (i too just had first af after my mc) and desperate to get pg again , to just desperate and fearing the worst if it doesnt! (i would have been 17 weeks this thursday...)

Hang in there pet, and like the others have said..at least you know where you stand now that you had af, so you know you're back on the right track.

All the best and here's a hug

 

[MrsF]

Big hun, thinking of you x x x x

 

[maddiwatts19]

Oh darling, I am sorry you are feeling so crappo. Good thing is that AF is back. That has got to be a good thing.

I know what you mean about where you would have been if you were still pregnant. I think I would have been about 22-23 weeks now.

Thank you hun! Yea it is a good thing about having af! Makes me feel a lot better! aww hun bless you!
lots of hugs for you too

 

[Rumpskin]

Thank you hun! Yea it is a good thing about having af! Makes me feel a lot better! aww hun bless you!
lots of hugs for you too

Thank you lovely x

 

[maddiwatts19]

Im sorry you feel so crap, Maddie!

I dont cry anymore (had the d&c feb 22) but i certainly vear from exited (i too just had first af after my mc) and desperate to get pg again , to just desperate and fearing the worst if it doesnt! (i would have been 17 weeks this thursday...)

Hang in there pet, and like the others have said..at least you know where you stand now that you had af, so you know you're back on the right track.

All the best and here's a hug

Thank you omi!
I know how you feel...completely understand.
Awww hun!
thank you!
xxxx

 

[tinkerbell123]

Hi i suffered a mc 4 weeks ago and i didnt realise the pain and upset it would cause me......Its crap!! I know what you mean id be having my first scan soon (a women i work with got pg the same time as me ) i cant help but count the weeks................Im due my first af soon then its back on the TTC wagon
Im sure youll get your lil sticky bean soon, and you seem to have a lovely OH which helps alot
Take care love and to you xx

 

[maddiwatts19]

Thank you tinkerbell!.
Lots of love and hugs to you too.
And hopefully you get your sticky bean soon too!!!.
xxxxx

 

[dannyboygirl]

 

[akamummy]

These are just to let you know Im with you! I understand and feel your pain!


Keep your chin up sweets, but definately cry if you need to!