Hi everyone.
Im not coping very well. I very recently miscarried at five weeks. I am having trouble on how to process everything, and how to feel. Some days i dream I'm still pregnant and then i wake up, or somedays it doesn't feel real.
Ive been going through this alone. The dad was a guy id been dating for a few months, and when i fell pregnant he wanted me not to keep it. He promised regardless he would be there for me. But he never was. I went through the pregnancy alone, and the miscarriage.
and all these emotions. I can feel so numb and empty, and then so sad that I'm sobbing so hard I can't breathe. And then theres this overwhelming sense of grief and loss for something i never really had.
I was so attached. and I just feel like my heart is broken.
So i guess I'm posting on here and starting this thread, to share stories, and for support. So i don't feel like I'm so alone in this. Because to be honest I don't think I've ever felt so alone in my life.
It all hurts so much.
My life has changed so astronomically in the last few months. And i know it will never be the same again.
How do i get through this?
Im not coping very well. I very recently miscarried at five weeks. I am having trouble on how to process everything, and how to feel. Some days i dream I'm still pregnant and then i wake up, or somedays it doesn't feel real.
Ive been going through this alone. The dad was a guy id been dating for a few months, and when i fell pregnant he wanted me not to keep it. He promised regardless he would be there for me. But he never was. I went through the pregnancy alone, and the miscarriage.
and all these emotions. I can feel so numb and empty, and then so sad that I'm sobbing so hard I can't breathe. And then theres this overwhelming sense of grief and loss for something i never really had.
I was so attached. and I just feel like my heart is broken.
So i guess I'm posting on here and starting this thread, to share stories, and for support. So i don't feel like I'm so alone in this. Because to be honest I don't think I've ever felt so alone in my life.
It all hurts so much.
My life has changed so astronomically in the last few months. And i know it will never be the same again.
How do i get through this?
. Miscarriage is heartbreaking and devastating for us all. It's been nearly 4 months since I lost my baby, and I still have so really down, depressed days. My husband was a big support, but sometimes I just needed to be alone. I've also really leaned on my best friend, my brother, and my sister. Is there anyone who can be there for you? If not, I've seen some girls find support groups in their area that really helped. I really don't know how you get through this. There's this sadness in my core no matter what else is going on in my life. My life is different now and there is no going back. I guess just know that we are all here for you, and everything you're feeling is perfectly normal. It does get easier, not better really, but easier. Massive hugs. You are in my thoughts.
