Today I feel like rubbish. This afternoon was meant to be about my EX spending time with our daughter .
For a moment we thought(well I did) things would work out, after sometime apart, even though he slept with someone else only a month after we broke up.When he left he said he doesn't want it to be our final break up? I think he planned it so he could sleep with other girls then use the "we broke up line"
After a week of returning he had a meltdown screaming and yelling at me like a crazy person because I could see nothing had changed and asked him to leave. My ex said I left him homeless because he gave up his flat to go away on hoilday for 5 weeks and the time he needed help I asked him to leave.
He claims to have screamed at me because his wait for it "sick" with maybe bipolar at first I believed him but that not the first time his said something like this to excuse he aggressive behaviour ,he never hit me but get insane angry really in my face in front of the baby I told him I won't put up with it.
That day he called me every name under the sun ,threatened me and told me the break down of the relationship was all me because I'm a nag.
After he claimed to be sick, he kept saying he loves me and hopes oneday I can be with him. Then today he said he loves me but we can't be together. One of his friends said he wished he hasn't dragged out his break up with his ex because it hurt their kid.
This is all fine as I knew it was over but why does he feel the need to say it again? "I don't want to be with you" hearing it over and over hurts and saying he loves me after?Then he started on me again in the middle of playgroup saying I'm materialist, I'm OCD, I have no friends etc I walked out at one point and he followed me to keep having a go at me.If I'm sooo horrible why doesn't he just leave me alone? I don't want someone that feels good making me feel bad
For a moment we thought(well I did) things would work out, after sometime apart, even though he slept with someone else only a month after we broke up.When he left he said he doesn't want it to be our final break up? I think he planned it so he could sleep with other girls then use the "we broke up line"
After a week of returning he had a meltdown screaming and yelling at me like a crazy person because I could see nothing had changed and asked him to leave. My ex said I left him homeless because he gave up his flat to go away on hoilday for 5 weeks and the time he needed help I asked him to leave.
He claims to have screamed at me because his wait for it "sick" with maybe bipolar at first I believed him but that not the first time his said something like this to excuse he aggressive behaviour ,he never hit me but get insane angry really in my face in front of the baby I told him I won't put up with it.
That day he called me every name under the sun ,threatened me and told me the break down of the relationship was all me because I'm a nag.
After he claimed to be sick, he kept saying he loves me and hopes oneday I can be with him. Then today he said he loves me but we can't be together. One of his friends said he wished he hasn't dragged out his break up with his ex because it hurt their kid.
This is all fine as I knew it was over but why does he feel the need to say it again? "I don't want to be with you" hearing it over and over hurts and saying he loves me after?Then he started on me again in the middle of playgroup saying I'm materialist, I'm OCD, I have no friends etc I walked out at one point and he followed me to keep having a go at me.If I'm sooo horrible why doesn't he just leave me alone? I don't want someone that feels good making me feel bad
