Hey hun, I hope you find a solution that suits you but I think each one has to do what they have to do with their own life... I do think waiting is putting your life on hold and hasn't got a limit. For example, if baby gets better soon you could TTC soon, if it doesn't then till when would you wait? If the worst finally happens (not saying that it will and hopefully not), but if it does, then when will be the right time? and you never know what will happen to make you wait longer. I hope I didn't sound harsh or unsensible, but as much as you can feel sorry for them and feel their situation, there never is a "right time" and as much as BIL is having a hard time, I'm sure he will be glad for you Also if this time is the closest for you to the "ideal right time" then I would go for it, good luck hun.xxxxx